YIPPEE its the last day of the week-tommorrow.so i have to wait one more day.*sighs*And plus, there is common test every friday.which makes me look backwards(not forward)to it even more.But on the other hand, it is a 'gym-free' day.hahaa.So its all right i guess.Overall, its good, i can play computer loads when i get home(: But the homework is unbecoming.so many things to do!!I can't wait ooh.SHIT! i suddenly remembered that i havent do the tacking yet.oh gosh.ms gwee is so going to kill me.But its not my fault that i cannot find my pink cloth!okay,so its kinda my fault,but what can i do if i cannot find my piece of cloth?oh well.better run for dinner.so hungry:/
p.s.i'm trying whether green suits my posting colour(:

GOSH!! Its the speech tommorrow! OH GODD! i thought i was quite awhile later.someone once said: time passes fast when your having fun.That is TRUE, but only up to some extent.Its absolutely NOT applicable in this case.I had better get going.Or i will prepare to flunk it.HURR:/ i might even flunk it if i did if well.The word f-l-u-n-k caused me to retype it 5 times.i typed.1:flnk 2:fluck3:fluk4:fluc5:flunk(: thats like so spastic.haha.lame-o me xD.whatever.i don't even have a TOPIC for my speech.Its like so NOT the time to be think about that question right now.I'm supposed to be writing it alrdy.slloowww me.got to go do it now->

Its the end of the weekends-again.As usual, lots of homework undone, probably tests that i don't even know about,not mugged, and i dunno, projects? *gives a weird shrug* But i will try to change my BAD habits.But you know something..old habits die hard.
I went to junction 8 today.Was going to shop for a present for our neighbour's new born baby, but ended up well forgeting about it.We went for lunch at swensens,i saw ruiyi and her bro plus her mom.She saw me first.Just at the time when i was drinking orange juice,i almost choked.Okay, that was classic.Then we went shopping for gabriel's new hp.He used mom's line to change his hp.How infuriating.Okay i'm just pissed cause i don't know when can i change my next phone.And i think dad said something about not changing it till 21 months after the date i bought my last phone.That will take..like how long? purleasee.I saw motorola razor.I liked it alot.But i know i would not buy it, as it would not seem as nice as it was.Anyway,the model is not exactly new, came out bout' one yr ago?I probably want a nokia phone.But seeing the range of models, i'm clueless as to where to start looking.Maybe i want a flip phone.But esther says its immature.whatever--just kidding(: But i will act accordingly.Mum thinks that Denise's phone is nice.Its is somewhat a version of the motorola one, but only its not a flip phone.Mum thinks its better for her.I think it should suit her needs as she does not really use her phone except for calling.Thats her.As for me, i want a really sophisticated phone, but it probably has a 'no' answer from my dad.But i will see..maybe its not so expensive? hopefully.Then i went to royal sporting house to look for school shoes.But there wasn't my size, so maybe i will go to the one in thomson plaza.gabriel went to fila to look for his, but the model he wanted was 'extinct' so he went to bata to buy another pair instead.I saved money today.didnt buy anything.Hmmph:/

I survived my first full day in my new seat.It started out as the most boring-ist day of my school life.Literally.As the new physics teacher had to go for some training thing, we had no relief teacher, nothing to do, no work, no projects or interesting topics to discuss.I just sat there, trying to figure out whether should i try to understand the chinese newpaper that was brought in, or to try to finish up my chinese newspaper reflections, or to ask someone about the geography homework.Yilin was sleepy i guess, she just laid on her table most of her time.So first, i tried staring(not understanding) at the never-ending chinese words.Until my eyes got tired. Then, i tried moving on to my half-finished geog holiday homework.I already tried my best to finish what i could during the holidays, so the rest is literally, guess and get it wrong, or leave blank OR write total crap which even i don't understand.So doing that kinda attracted ainslie's attention when she was gazing past the class, so she came over to my side.Not much help, but it still WAS help though.Thanks xD.Then went on to lesson, fried food(: , then-- it was supposed to be a fun lit lesson, until i discovered i told ms goh the wrong information, which must have caused her to change whatever impression she had of me, to a worser impression.Then english was okay.We got back our compre marks.I did pass.Surprisingly i feel glad yet, not happy with myself.So that was one weird momment.After that, went did our chinese presentation.It went more wordy than i expected, even though in the end it was just nice.I am proud to say that we got the second best in class for our presentation.But sad to say, there are only three groups*oopss* But we did well i guess. Then after school went for house prac.I met up with yuzhen after i discovered that i went to the wrong venue.Yuzhen was funny.Hee.Talked about the house com ppl, and some other other people.Then after hse prac we went to canteen to buy drinks so that she could skip abit of training time.haaha.Then i went back to class took my bag, then walked home.I saw dawn, justine and christine.but they were like far in front so i thought maybe i should just walk by another route.There are three routes to go home.One is down A= furthest, another is B=a bit far, usually C=nearest.So dawn, just and christine would use the C route, so i took the B route today.I reached the split at the end between the end of rd B and C.I was hoping dawn would be in front of me as she was initially already in front.But when i slowed down before the turn, i saw nobody, then walked outright.Bad move on my part.Dawn was just walking towards the split.Uh-oh.Then i said hi to her, and told her that i just learnt this new route.Then we chit chatted a bitty bit.Then we each went home.I was expecting nai nai to cook for me as i told my dad to tell her before she came today.But alas!When i went home all tired, no lunch was prepared for me.Dad forgot to tell her i was eating.So i ate a bit of bread and 3 bird eggs. The rest of the day was okay(got scolded by mom,but other than that..).That was how i spent my horrible day today.The end of story.gtg do my homework!

Its officially back-to-school tommorrow.Thats like ooh, so interesting.I'm not able to sit with yilin anymore*sniffs*.I hope that it would be a nice change though.I always welcome new friends, its just that i hope they welcome me too.I hope it would turn out like last year.When Mr Tan arranged for me to sit with esther.I did not find out the other wild side of her until i sat down in my chair on that fateful day. I hope it would turn out as good as that time. Suwen, suwen.*sighs* i'm not very close to suwen.I don't know.Hope for the best.Try your best, and GOD will do the rest.He would.I trust him.

I love esther! She helped me put up my links(: hee, i <3 you est.
There's no school tommorrow, which is GREAT.Fabulous.But still, i want more.Its a pity that the march holidays cannot last for 2 weeks.Not that its really for my own purposes, but what can you really do in a week? If you want to go on a holiday, its too short, but seeing that its one week, people still want to go, wouldnt they.But the homework part is totally unglam.My cousin actually told me that when she was primary school, there was NO homework for everyone.Seriously? Thats like so opposite of us.WE, no matter how young we are, have homework.Always.Well, even when we were in primary six, we had to prepare for graduation, which was alot of stress, and plus, the anticipation of our results, and our new school.How good is that? ARggh.Of course i DO mind that we still have homework now, but i feel that while in secondary school, its alright.Well, not that i like it.
But school's on tuesday! That is good, yet bad.I want to copy homework, but my consience always bug me.I mean, i still do, at times, but i don't feel good about it.I have no choice though.I have limited resources.I have only a brain.OKay, i mean no that everyone dosent.I feel stupid writing this.
Got to go for swimming now.*splash*

Boooooooooooo. Guess who's here.
Dear, your link codes messed up. They're all fixed now. (:
I also made some other adjustments, spiced the skin up a little. Now you have the nav bars closer to the blog area - I found the little space between them a little weird - and you have a resized, more fitting tagboard, nicer looking navs, and yeah. XD.
Hmmm. Colour of the background? Meaning the light purple or the dark one? The background of the layout or the background of the blog area?
Tell me and I'll fix that for you, if you'd like. (: The girl looks a tad like Paris Hilton btw, but I don't think it is...Nice choice of skin.
Oh and nah, it's very alright, even though a lot of people said the Haunted house was scary...But the other ride was very nice too. I don't know its name, heh.
Okay, that's all! Bye! (:
...I don't feel like signing my name. I'm the only other one who has access to your blog anyway, so yupyupyup you don't need a signature. <3

OH YES! I changed the skin all by myself! Without the help of esther(: Thanks for helping me the past few times though : D I finally learnt.The background is a tad too dark, but seeing that i wouldnt know how to change it, i would just leave it at that.The background is so, not me ,that lady there is a little,you know. But i thought it would be nice for a change.I hope you all would like it (:

I went for gym today.It was a major relief that laoshi did not scold me, nor mention what happened yesterday.Phew.She was relatively in a good mood.Well, compared to tuesday.But teng laoshi was nice on tuesday, she allow us to drink her coke.But today i think we improved anyway: D

I'm going ice skating tommorrow! Whee(: i hope it would be fun!

oh, now that i realised it, the links are not up.Oh great, now i need esther help again.ESTHER!Where are you??

SO i didnt go for training yesterday.In exchange i went to my cousin's house.I'm sure even though laoshi scolded me, all the fun in their house was worth it.I'm sure laoshi is going to kill me, and i mean not the homework type of kill, but a type of hate, which is already shown to me.I wish it was just all different.I wish i had a time turner, up to when we(including ruiyi and alicia) were all in sec one, training happily together.No quarrels, no dislikes, in our own happy world.I'm absolutely depressed.she spoilt 2 of my holidays): oh well, people DO change :/
But on friday, Me and gabriel is going ice skating with jesselyn and kellie((: Whoo-hoo! but i hope it will be fun, as i can't really ice skate properly.I will still have fun though! I <3 them xD.

Today was FIESTA! So cool man, like once in 3 years? So those who didnt come, oh well. Anyway, today was fantastic.In the morning, i went with wonderful esther(: I went to her reverse bungee stall and force her to play with me, in exchange i was going to haunted hse with her.But we went high party instead.haaha.Sorry esther, if you really wanted to go to the haunted house.But i'm sure we had fun at the two high party rides right?to my good friend esther, thanks for fufiling my childhood wish.oh so lame.But thanks anyway.Also thank you for walking with me when i was just SO bored and staying with me till my friend came.Nice ball game we played too.And the notebooks(: I hope you had fun with me and esther( tan) haha i hope i didnt bore you xD.
Mei Yan and Esther Li! Thanks for spending the lunch period with me till 2.Although it was not very long, i really appreciated it.Mei yan THANK YOU for lending me $8 to buy my bag.Thanks so much! i promise you i will return it to you!*hook fingers*And ali, thank you for being so blur, so that i would not be the only blur one(: I hope you two had fun.Thanks for sitting and screaming with me at the high party xD.
To Suwen and Shuwen, although it was like just one ride, okay, thanks for the free ride.Its was nice.Well, pleasent considering that, you know, i'm not very close with you all.But thank you(:
Chinara!THanks for the tickets, my dad used it up on drinks*smiles sheepishly*But i hope next time you can gather enough courage to sit those rides with me.I <3 you.
Adeline ang came too, but didnt see her.Oh well.I hope that i can have this much fun again with my friends.Esthers,mei yan nice one today(: *cheeers* And thanks to esther ng, i fufiled my childhood wish,to play on the reverse bungee.Now, i would not dream of it ever again, only that remembering that esther once sat it with me(: And i sat high party FOUR times.Nice one today everyone!

So we did not have to hand up the biography which caused me my sleep, AND most people most probably didnt hand it up as i overheard ms goh talking to cheng fen and asking her to collect it tommorrow.So our efforts were not entirely wasted, BUT, it could wait a bit, you know.So, the 4-1-1 on my homework today, is my chinese project! We have yet to complete even HALF of the powerpoint and have not even wholly started on the write-up.Whatever it is, i'm sure we can overcome our problems,well, most likely not by today, but by the deadline.We shall perserve.
Oh well, its time to go again.I'm trying to keep my post short.Okay, not trying.Its just that i don't really have much time and stuff, with all the upcoming tests and such.
Adieu xD.

I'm currently doing this WEIRD biography thing with Yilin and EVEN though i KNOW that most people probably wouldnt prepare it by tommorrow.I'm seriously pissed off today as gym is getting more and more frusrating.As in i rushed my tote bag just because i'm worried that i would be late for gym, and when i go there, not much difference was made, and in fact. laoshi was not really in a good mood and force me the do kua tiao qian kuan fan.Not that i don't want to do, but i probably think i would never ever be able to do it and i tried my best for today.
But Zhi Xi, Denise, Yilin were real supportive today.They each played a part in one way or another by helping me and trying to calm me when i was almost dying of hyperventilation.(is that how you spell it?)Oh a certain sec four girl and ,Mrs Gurung helped too.But anyway, i finished my bag in the end! YAY! I'm super duper glad as i discovered i'm not the slowest in the whole level.I really seriously thought i was.
Okay, i've sent the thing to Yilin, a few more minutes more to SLEEP! dreamworld, even though i probably cannot remember any of my dreams..

TODAY ROCKED.Went for early mass today, then to j8.Well, with dad,mom and gabriel.But it was fun too(: I wanted a new jacket as my current one was too short, then we saw this seiyu offer thing, CONVERSE! Then although the jacket there was not exactly any new designs, it still looked cool.Kinda, green(not dark) and white xD.Then, we went for lunch at food junction as mom said since we were watching a movie must save money, and eat lunch cheaper.Then we went to watch I NOT STUPID TOO! xD! I Shawn and Joshua!The show extremely touching lah.I cried like so many times.But then again, i'm touched by almost every movie that i see.I even almost criend when i watch Garfield the movie.Its supposed to be a comedy, but some parts are touching.So anyway.Almost every type of movie rocks for me.I not stupid too ROCKS lots too!Then went went to NTUC and we bought mochi and other stuff.After that, me and gabriel went to buy some food.I bought nuggets and gab bought some chicken pieces on the stick kind of thing.The gravy was nice, BUT! As gab's hand were dirty, we went to touch MY jacket, thus dirtying it.): but i managed to remove the stains after i went home (:
I'm getting nervous as i have not done ANY homework.(is there even any?) oh well, going to msn to ask around.SO LONG xD.

I DID NOT DIE, but perhaps suffered a few minor injuries. Okay enough of that.I survived the horrible, terrible, life threatening, teeth-grinding week.I have a feeling its probably going to get worse when next week comes, but who cares? (well, actually i do) But i'll wait and play along whatever happens.
I'm going to Amanda's house tommorrow, but i'm going to miss tuition as i have a full day till the night, so i have to sacrifice something. I know its not easy for others to miss their violin practice or trainings, but neither do i have to! I'm kinda thinking that i'm always the one who give in, maybe to avoid problems, or to make things easier for other people, although i have to explain MY own problem to my dad, creating more problems for myself then. I know that i am like easy to bully.I don't know why? Does anyone think i like it? Okay i mean its not like the bullying is that bad, but i always(make that sometimes) get intimidated by others, and when everyone stares at me, i tend to change the focus to someone else. I always try to keep people interested in me, not that i want attention that much, but i just want to make myself more known to others, but end up getting the jitters when people focus on me, and thus, losing my chance to shine.I discovered that my voice is soft( as in not loud). That gives people the impression that i'm soft-spoken.Which i kinda am, but not as bad as you think.I can be loud if i want to, believe it or not!Okay If you really know me, the real me, which not many people really knows, you would know that i'm like acting(not that i'm really faking it that bad) different when i'm with some people.Not that i want to, but when i speak and some people just don't give you their attention, i just cannot bear to continue what i want to say, and i just keep q-u-i-e-t.
Oh wells.I'm happy today! That mood would last till the night today! YAY! It would MAX. last through the night today.max.